[He has to wait for them to cool which is also a novel thing. Stew gets wolfed down still warm, but wings from the oven? Steamy.]
I've just never had sex because I had to have sex. I wasn't always close to the men I was with, I didn't always know their last names. But I chose it, I wasn't going to be punished if I didn't.
I don't like using people and that's what this all feels like. I don't know that I want to become someone who's comfortable with it.
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Date: 2022-07-05 02:27 am (UTC)I've just never had sex because I had to have sex. I wasn't always close to the men I was with, I didn't always know their last names. But I chose it, I wasn't going to be punished if I didn't.
I don't like using people and that's what this all feels like. I don't know that I want to become someone who's comfortable with it.