"I've never had the chance to be around someone that doesn't think of me differently. I believe that you mean that - I don't know what that looks like, what it will continue to look like. Does it last until you're bored with me? Until you're angry with me? Until you find someone you like better? How does it change then? How will it feel?"
Which is a question he's never had to ask of himself before: how will it feel?
Do you feel that there's a part of you that's missing? Interlinked.
"And I trust you. You and I don't have a contract. It's worse for me when those aren't true of someone else - when I can't know that everything I like about living here isn't dependent on someone else... if not allowing it, then not actively opposing it."
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timeasmymeasure
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Date: 2022-12-11 05:08 am (UTC)"I've never had the chance to be around someone that doesn't think of me differently. I believe that you mean that - I don't know what that looks like, what it will continue to look like. Does it last until you're bored with me? Until you're angry with me? Until you find someone you like better? How does it change then? How will it feel?"
Which is a question he's never had to ask of himself before: how will it feel?
Do you feel that there's a part of you that's missing? Interlinked.
"And I trust you. You and I don't have a contract. It's worse for me when those aren't true of someone else - when I can't know that everything I like about living here isn't dependent on someone else... if not allowing it, then not actively opposing it."