"No," he can say with certainty. He felt angry, when he lied to Joshi that first time; terrified, maybe. A myriad of things, but not special.
"I went rogue because it was the only thing I could see to do. The only thing that was right. I know it was right, but I also know - I knew at the time - it was against everything I'd ever done up to then. Everything I was."
But not, in the end, because he was special. "I just got confused for a while in the middle. It was stupid, and I suppose I knew that too."
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Date: 2022-08-26 05:41 am (UTC)"I went rogue because it was the only thing I could see to do. The only thing that was right. I know it was right, but I also know - I knew at the time - it was against everything I'd ever done up to then. Everything I was."
But not, in the end, because he was special. "I just got confused for a while in the middle. It was stupid, and I suppose I knew that too."